I am writing with minimal energy...and this is getting OLD! I thought I was getting better, so today I was up and at em with my mom (Gaga) and helping around with the kids, I thought, hmm, I'll take a shower and then I'll feel even better, BUT I feel like I just walked a leg of the 3 day. In other words, WIPED OUT. I can't stand this, I have things to do, weight to lose, people to see. I can't be jailed in my body and house...
I sat on the front step today and breathed in the beautiful fresh air and let the sun beat on my face for a few minutes. It was nice. I just wish I was out playing with the kiddos or on a nice walk.
I know this will pass, but right now, this SUCKS. I wanted to be down 20 lbs by day 60 and I know that won't happen. That is ok, life will go on, and the weight will come off.
Mom says she can see the difference with my weight loss, that helps, but I just wish I was exercising and healthy.
Now that I have vented...I am off to rest.