I have an idea...I am going to focus on my short term goals. I always think 60 lbs by November/December. When I don't set the short term goals, I can't celebrate the battle victories, and then it makes it harder to win the war. So my short term goal number 1 is to be back in the 100's by May 9th. I will then set a new goal when I reach my next goal.
I have been enjoying my time at the gym. The kids enjoy playing with friends and I enjoy my time alone.