Weight Lost!!!

13 pounds down

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Day 178: What a journey: 23 miles today.

Today I was to walk 18 miles in preparation for the Breast Cancer 3 day.  I thought I'd change it up a bit, since I am also training for a 10 mile run in September.  I set off on my journey this morning via bike.  I biked from my house to Lake Calhoun.  It is about 10 miles.  I didn't mind the first 5 but the last 5 were through downtown, and I had to stop at many stop lights which made it less exciting. It took me 55 minutes. I got to Calhoun and met Kim (we missed Krista today) we ran 3.2 miles in 32 minutes.  Kim can run much faster but all I could commit to was an 11 minute mile.  We had a fun time running.  It was over so fast!  Then I stopped for lunch before my next journey, from Lake Calhoun back to Roseville.  It was a great walk, and I made some amazing time my first hour, but decided to take the last 5 miles a little slower, as to not injure myself.   I made the 10 mile walk in just about 2.5 hours. Tomorrow I get to walk 15 miles.  So I will walk to church in South Minneapolis it is 8 miles each way.  I may consider walking home, but may also do 8 miles in the evening.  We will see how I feel in the morning.

As I was walking through Minneapolis today, I noticed how people looked at me.  I was wearing knee-length spandex yoga/walking pants and a tank top.  Not fashion first, comfort first, I am exercising.   I am not a size 4 or even a size 14.  You can see on peoples faces as they looked at me.  It was rude and disheartening.  I would have thought people would think like I tend too...she is out losing weight, but instead their looks were almost that they were embarrassed for me.  They needn't feel that way, because I am not embarrassed, I am working it!  I am feeling good.  I was bee-bopping to music, smiling and generally enjoying myself.  Ironically these were the people drinking their large frappuccinos weighing in at a whopping 650 calories, and likely the same folks out drinking and eating last night, but there they sit, skinny on the outside...and past them I walk, skinny on the inside.

When you do that much alone time, you have time to think.  I thought about life and how good it is.  I thought much about Beth, my sister (in law)'s mom who is battling breast cancer right now.  I thought that I can do this to raise awareness, so more people do their self breast exams.  (Have you done yours this month? If not, do it right now, my blog will wait)  I thought about how I am doing this to raise money to help stop cancer.  Then I started to think, I hope myself or my daughter, mom, siblings, friends don't ever have to know the pain and hardship of breast cancer.  I will walk, my feet may get sore.  I will walk, my back may hurt...but I will walk.

5 comments:

Jo said...

Wow. What an inspiration you are. And you're not just doing it for yourself, although that would be enough. You're doing it for us. Not just us, but all women.

Thank you.

Heidi said...

Jo,
Thank you so much! Your words really mean so much to me! Thanks! I love that I am able to do something, anything to stop this!
Thanks again!

slangseth said...

Thanks so much Heidi for all your hard work and determination. My Mother-in-Law is battling metastatic breast cancer right now and all that your doing really means a lot. Who really gives a damn what all those other people think...you're so right..Be proud of yourself! You're trying and that's just awesome! I'm working on it too...13lbs down so far. Quite a few more to go but I'm a work in progress...lol

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Heidi said...

Shari,
Thanks! I am so sorry to hear about your mother in law. I'd love to pray for you and your MIL while I am walking, what is her name?
Thanks for your support! I love it!
GREAT work on the 13 lbs! That is awesome. It feels so good to step on the scale after all the hard work!

Big hugs to you!