While I was in the Army we counted down the days until we were home from deployment or basic training or a training exercise with how many full days left and "a wake up". The last day was considered "a wake up" since we wouldn't be there the whole time. So my mom and dad and I started doing the same thing with our visits either them coming here or me going to Seattle. My mom and dad are coming to visit us tomorrow, so all I have left is a wake up! :o)
I can hardly wait. I look forward to this week every summer. I wait and wait for it to come, and then it is over in a flash and back to the count down I go...
We have LOTS going on over the next week. Hava has her dance recital (3 NIGHTS!) and Gabe is going with his dad, my dad and Gary's dad to the Twin's game. Gabe's birthday party and him turning 3...Lots going on. So I am not sure how much blogging will take place. However, I am sure you are not at the edge of your seats since I haven't been the awesomest blogger on the block lately.
I will blog my weight on Monday and I am looking forward to doing so! Hopefully I will get another blog in before then too.
I will be doing a new (to me) cleanse for the next two weeks. It is called Trader Joe's Complete Body Cleanse. It is taking Dietary Supplements while doing the following:
Eating small, healthy, frequent, balanced meals
Drinking plenty of water for your body size/height
Reduce eating: processed foods, simple carbs, beef, pork, dairy, wheat and soy products.
Avoid: caffeine, alcohol, sugar, potatoes, saturated fats, trans fats, and artificial sweeteners.
What is left to eat...fruits and veggies, legumes, chicken, turkey, rice, quinoa, cous cous.
The hardest part for me will be the caffeine as well as the sugars...I will do my darndest.
I am sure looking forward to seeing if this works like the other cleanse which puts me out for 2 days on the end of it. This is considered a gentle cleanse.
My neighbor and buddy Randi recommended it! I look forward to it!
Results to follow. So stay tuned!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Day 145: Long time no bloggy
Howdy out there...out there...out there...
I have been busy in Heidiland this past week. I don't seen an end in sight either! Yikes.
I have been trying to do everything, and my folks are coming for a visit from the Left Coast on Wednesday so I have some cleaning to do. :o)
I have been doing really good with my eating lately and am so super proud about that. I have been walking but not as much as I'd like. The weather got all warm and I instead of walking relaxed in the backyard while my kiddos played. I will get on track though so I don't fall into a pattern.
I have been pursuing a job, however, I will post more about that later. It has taken up lots of my time, and energy the past few days, hence, the lack of posting.
I just wanted to send out an update.
Have a great weekend.
I have been busy in Heidiland this past week. I don't seen an end in sight either! Yikes.
I have been trying to do everything, and my folks are coming for a visit from the Left Coast on Wednesday so I have some cleaning to do. :o)
I have been doing really good with my eating lately and am so super proud about that. I have been walking but not as much as I'd like. The weather got all warm and I instead of walking relaxed in the backyard while my kiddos played. I will get on track though so I don't fall into a pattern.
I have been pursuing a job, however, I will post more about that later. It has taken up lots of my time, and energy the past few days, hence, the lack of posting.
I just wanted to send out an update.
Have a great weekend.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Day 137: Rainy Day
It has been quite the rainy few weeks. I really don't mind the rain, it greens the grass, waters my flowers and I feel like it cleans stuff away. It also forces me inside, which gives me a bit of time to tidy/clean my house (spring cleaning!)
I love to spring clean. I do this every year, during the rainy days. I clean out the fridge, check all expiration dates, toss out the bad stuff, go through the pantry and prioritize food so we eat the food we bought instead of forgetting about it. I also go through the cupboards and make sure all tupperware has lids, and re-evaluate all the dishes, "Do I really need this?" If I don't use a dish often but still need it I put it out of the way from the everyday dishes. I go through and clean out the drawers. I go through mine and the kids closets and make sure we wear all the clothes in there, if they don't fit I get them ready for our annual garage sale. It is a fun time of purging! I always get excited when Gary comes home so I can show him my accomplishments! ;o)
So I have today and tomorrow left to get some spring cleaning and organizing done, then we get the sun back and it looks as though it is here to stay for awhile.
I know I need the vitamin D and I know the kids do too. I am looking forward to outside play, however in the mean time, I will be burning calories by cleaning!
I love to spring clean. I do this every year, during the rainy days. I clean out the fridge, check all expiration dates, toss out the bad stuff, go through the pantry and prioritize food so we eat the food we bought instead of forgetting about it. I also go through the cupboards and make sure all tupperware has lids, and re-evaluate all the dishes, "Do I really need this?" If I don't use a dish often but still need it I put it out of the way from the everyday dishes. I go through and clean out the drawers. I go through mine and the kids closets and make sure we wear all the clothes in there, if they don't fit I get them ready for our annual garage sale. It is a fun time of purging! I always get excited when Gary comes home so I can show him my accomplishments! ;o)
So I have today and tomorrow left to get some spring cleaning and organizing done, then we get the sun back and it looks as though it is here to stay for awhile.
I know I need the vitamin D and I know the kids do too. I am looking forward to outside play, however in the mean time, I will be burning calories by cleaning!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Day 135: Stupid Weight
I was reading the first few posts on my blog. I am trying to find my motivation. It comes so quickly and leaves even quicker. I don't understand why I can do so many things but I have this hang up with losing weight. If I just kicked some but for like 5 months I'd be there...That isn't hard at all. It is all mental.
I can't get past the idea of it. I am not trying to be a whiner or come up with excuses. But that is all I do.
Today is a rainy day, and I just want to hide in the covers and watch movies...
I have a house to clean (calorie burner) and things to do, but honestly I can't get motivated. UGH!
I keep reading about these awesome women losing weight, I was there too just a few months ago. I think that if I were to lose some weight again I would be motivated, but I can't seem to get motivated enough to lose the weight.
On Sunday after the 5k it was all clear...now, not so much. Not sure what to do about it all...
I guess I could leave the motivation in the dust and just do what is right. That is what I think I will do. Forgo waiting to be motivated, get up off my larger than I wish butt and get moving.
If I were talking to someone else I may say something like this.
"I know it is hard, but you can do it. It isn't as hard as you think it is. Eat right, keep your house clean, make sure you have healthy foods in the fridge and ban the bad foods. Get outside and exercise. You can do it! You always feel so good when you do exercise, so just go and exercise. Be prepared, drink lots of water and fool your belly into being full. Think before you put something in your mouth, is it healthy?
If you are eating and not hungry find something else to do instead of eat. You can do this! Lose the weight, be the girl in you, that you know you are!"
I will. I can. I am not motivated but I can do these things anyway.
Hoping for a better day.
note: when my house is messy I feel sluggish, overwhelmed and yucky, when my house is clean I feel accomplished, and fresh. So, I will start there!
I can't get past the idea of it. I am not trying to be a whiner or come up with excuses. But that is all I do.
Today is a rainy day, and I just want to hide in the covers and watch movies...
I have a house to clean (calorie burner) and things to do, but honestly I can't get motivated. UGH!
I keep reading about these awesome women losing weight, I was there too just a few months ago. I think that if I were to lose some weight again I would be motivated, but I can't seem to get motivated enough to lose the weight.
On Sunday after the 5k it was all clear...now, not so much. Not sure what to do about it all...
I guess I could leave the motivation in the dust and just do what is right. That is what I think I will do. Forgo waiting to be motivated, get up off my larger than I wish butt and get moving.
If I were talking to someone else I may say something like this.
"I know it is hard, but you can do it. It isn't as hard as you think it is. Eat right, keep your house clean, make sure you have healthy foods in the fridge and ban the bad foods. Get outside and exercise. You can do it! You always feel so good when you do exercise, so just go and exercise. Be prepared, drink lots of water and fool your belly into being full. Think before you put something in your mouth, is it healthy?
If you are eating and not hungry find something else to do instead of eat. You can do this! Lose the weight, be the girl in you, that you know you are!"
I will. I can. I am not motivated but I can do these things anyway.
Hoping for a better day.
note: when my house is messy I feel sluggish, overwhelmed and yucky, when my house is clean I feel accomplished, and fresh. So, I will start there!
Monday, May 10, 2010
Day 134: Not only did I fall off the wagon...
It ran me over as it passed me by! Last week I started my no sugar no flour...well between Friday and Sunday night I cheated, cheated, cheated! YUK. I don't know why I did it either. I just did.
So, after rationalizing and all that I figured it is my biggest flaw, and I decided to move on. I was talking to a friend at a birthday party this weekend and she said that she doesn't even put sweets in her mouth, because once she does, she can't stop. That is part of my problem too, I figure, well, I already cheated...so I might as well enjoy it. So what I need to figure out now is how to stay away from it to begin with!
On another note...as you read last week, I ran 2 miles around the lake. About a month ago I tried running, but I'd run a little then walk, run a little then walk. Last week I ran for almost 2 straight miles without walking. So I got all cocky and brave and signed up for the Race for the Cure 5k this past Sunday. I woke up, got there, looked for a few people I knew among the thousands and ran, alone. I at first had a goal not to be the last to cross, but as I started running, I realized that I am actually passing people. I quickly changed my goal to finish running, without walking. I did it! I did it in 32 minutes! a 10+ minute mile is not much to write home about, but it is much better than I thought I'd do. When I was in the Army my best time was 13.50 minutes for 2 miles. I am not even close and may never be, but my life was different, and I was 23! ;o) I know I can do it now! :O)
So, back to eating healthy. Gary and I chatted last night about eating healthy and not cheating. So I hope he can help me a bit more again.
Still holding strong at 20.2 pounds lost. Haven't lost a pound in a long time. Looking forward to that happening!
So, after rationalizing and all that I figured it is my biggest flaw, and I decided to move on. I was talking to a friend at a birthday party this weekend and she said that she doesn't even put sweets in her mouth, because once she does, she can't stop. That is part of my problem too, I figure, well, I already cheated...so I might as well enjoy it. So what I need to figure out now is how to stay away from it to begin with!
On another note...as you read last week, I ran 2 miles around the lake. About a month ago I tried running, but I'd run a little then walk, run a little then walk. Last week I ran for almost 2 straight miles without walking. So I got all cocky and brave and signed up for the Race for the Cure 5k this past Sunday. I woke up, got there, looked for a few people I knew among the thousands and ran, alone. I at first had a goal not to be the last to cross, but as I started running, I realized that I am actually passing people. I quickly changed my goal to finish running, without walking. I did it! I did it in 32 minutes! a 10+ minute mile is not much to write home about, but it is much better than I thought I'd do. When I was in the Army my best time was 13.50 minutes for 2 miles. I am not even close and may never be, but my life was different, and I was 23! ;o) I know I can do it now! :O)
So, back to eating healthy. Gary and I chatted last night about eating healthy and not cheating. So I hope he can help me a bit more again.
Still holding strong at 20.2 pounds lost. Haven't lost a pound in a long time. Looking forward to that happening!
Friday, May 7, 2010
Day 131: Mother's Day
I am gearing up for Mother's Day. I love a day that celebrates us. This year for Mother's Day I wanted several things. 1. To spend the time with my husband and kids, doing what makes us happy. 2. Support Susan G. Komen. So for dinner on Saturday we are going to a CRAVE sponsored event at MOA. I am excited about it. Then I am going to run the Race for the Cure a 5k at the MOA at the crack of dawn at the MoA. I am excited to be racing (well, that is the term anyway) in the 5k. I have not participated in one since 2003. Between 2000 and 2003 I ran them frequently 5k and 10k's that is. I truly loved them. I am hoping that this will spawn that again! I am getting a little ahead of myself I am sure. I ran one time last week, my legs hurt for a few days. I am off to do it again!
After the race, off to church, then to relax and play as a family. I am hoping for some decent weather so we can do something outside. I just want to have no worries, and just enjoyment.
Have a great weekend all! I will post again on Monday with my weight!
After the race, off to church, then to relax and play as a family. I am hoping for some decent weather so we can do something outside. I just want to have no worries, and just enjoyment.
Have a great weekend all! I will post again on Monday with my weight!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Day 130: Can't wait for warm summer
I am missing the warm weather terribly. I got fooled again by Minnesota weather. I thought it was getting warm about a month ago, my kids even played in the kiddie pool. Now we are back in the sweaters. What is up with that? I know it will come soon, but I just want it sooner!
Yesterday, Cheryl blogger extraordinaire, came over during lunch to chat catch up and see what is new. It was so good to see her again. It has been too long. I enjoyed sharing with her. She is always a motivating person for me. She shared her plans and I am excited to see how it works.
I have been really busy with the Census and the family, and managing to get through some very difficult situations. I have maintained my good food choices. However I keep slacking on working out. I need to get back on it and work out!
I keep thinking that I'll never get to where I want to be and I keep thinking I'll stay at this size forever, however I need to remember that I thought that 20 pounds ago too! So, if I keep working at it, I'll get there!
:o)
Yesterday, Cheryl blogger extraordinaire, came over during lunch to chat catch up and see what is new. It was so good to see her again. It has been too long. I enjoyed sharing with her. She is always a motivating person for me. She shared her plans and I am excited to see how it works.
I have been really busy with the Census and the family, and managing to get through some very difficult situations. I have maintained my good food choices. However I keep slacking on working out. I need to get back on it and work out!
I keep thinking that I'll never get to where I want to be and I keep thinking I'll stay at this size forever, however I need to remember that I thought that 20 pounds ago too! So, if I keep working at it, I'll get there!
:o)
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Day 128: Werkin' It!
Sunday:
Made some new rules. No flour and No sugar for the month of May.
Went for a 2 mile RUN! Huh? Yup you read that right! I didn't know I could run...I mean, I used to be a runner, doing 5k and 10k races, but I didn't think I could do it now...I told Sara who ran with me, that I'd walk with her. However, I ran. I actually did it! It felt so good too, UNTIL...
Monday:
Um, how am I supposed to walk on these legs...THEY ARE SO sore! I also am a Census worker, so I have to walk for my job. This was likely the best thing I could do for these legs of mine. I made it through the day, with super sore legs.
I had the ladies small group from church over to celebrate Sally and her marriage. We had a Mexican fiesta. The girls brought enchiladas (flour) and I ate one not really thinking, then we had carrot cake for dessert (sugar and flour) and I ate a piece! YIKES. Day 3 of my no flour and no sugar and I did. I walked for 2 hours during the day.
Tuesday:
I signed up to RUN the Susan G. Komen Race for the Cure on Mother's Day. I can hardly wait! I have eaten well and feel back on track today. I will be walking for 1 hour this afternoon doing the Census. If you feel so inclined to donate to the Breast Cancer 3 day for my fundraising, please feel free. CLICK HERE.
For those new to the blog...I walked the Breast Cancer 3 day last year, and it changed my life. It was the most amazing 3 day period I could experience. Since January of last year, my dearest friend Kimberly lost her mom who had breast cancer, my aunt got breast cancer for the second time and has survived it, and my sister-in-law's mom has been diagnosed. That is one reason why I walk. The other reason why I walk is because of the rest of us who will either get breast cancer or know and love someone who will join the ranks of breast cancer survivors. If you feel so inclined to donate, please do. If you'd like to walk with me, you need to raise $2300 and be ready to walk 60 miles in 3 days! If so, please let me know!
Made some new rules. No flour and No sugar for the month of May.
Went for a 2 mile RUN! Huh? Yup you read that right! I didn't know I could run...I mean, I used to be a runner, doing 5k and 10k races, but I didn't think I could do it now...I told Sara who ran with me, that I'd walk with her. However, I ran. I actually did it! It felt so good too, UNTIL...
Monday:
Um, how am I supposed to walk on these legs...THEY ARE SO sore! I also am a Census worker, so I have to walk for my job. This was likely the best thing I could do for these legs of mine. I made it through the day, with super sore legs.
I had the ladies small group from church over to celebrate Sally and her marriage. We had a Mexican fiesta. The girls brought enchiladas (flour) and I ate one not really thinking, then we had carrot cake for dessert (sugar and flour) and I ate a piece! YIKES. Day 3 of my no flour and no sugar and I did. I walked for 2 hours during the day.
Tuesday:
I signed up to RUN the Susan G. Komen Race for the Cure on Mother's Day. I can hardly wait! I have eaten well and feel back on track today. I will be walking for 1 hour this afternoon doing the Census. If you feel so inclined to donate to the Breast Cancer 3 day for my fundraising, please feel free. CLICK HERE.
For those new to the blog...I walked the Breast Cancer 3 day last year, and it changed my life. It was the most amazing 3 day period I could experience. Since January of last year, my dearest friend Kimberly lost her mom who had breast cancer, my aunt got breast cancer for the second time and has survived it, and my sister-in-law's mom has been diagnosed. That is one reason why I walk. The other reason why I walk is because of the rest of us who will either get breast cancer or know and love someone who will join the ranks of breast cancer survivors. If you feel so inclined to donate, please do. If you'd like to walk with me, you need to raise $2300 and be ready to walk 60 miles in 3 days! If so, please let me know!
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Day 125: Hello out there....
I am sure my followers have left the building. However here is to hoping. Either way, here is to me...getting back at it.
I went to Mexico and got sick...within hours of arrival. I mean I was MISERABLE. It lasted about 15 very long hours and I became very acquainted with the bathroom. I lost a few pounds that first day in Mexico. After seeing the doctor, and having a bad experience with him...I was healed and didn't feel sick pretty quick after that. Enjoyed the rest of the trip!!! It was awesome. Sally was the most beautiful bride, the wedding was at an amazing venue that was so unique and beautiful. We all had a great time!
Celebrated my birthday down in Mexico too. I do have to say it was my favorite birthday of all times. Erin Johnson, who was also my roommate, Sally and I made the night awesome and super fun. However I do have to say that Erin had me laughing harder than anyone in my lifetime. It was just plain fun!
I enjoyed the sunshine, the relaxing and the mojito at the poolside bar!
Once I returned I got home at 1am, and my amazing husband left for a conference in Florida at 5am. So we were two ships passing in the night. :o(
So the kids and I had fun together and missed daddy. He got home we had a couple of days together and then I started my training with the census again. It has been a crazy week. Two of those days I went right from training to my evening job working nearly 15 hours in one day. I have been pretty tired the last two nights.
Yesterday I had lunch and spent a few laughs with my buddy from High School and WAZZU (Washington State University) I hadn't seen him 10 years or so. It was fun to catch up, laugh and be reminded of the good ol times.
All this to say...I have not been fervent in my dieting and exercising. I will go a day or so and then fall off again. I have not gained any weight since losing the 20 pounds...however I haven't lost any more either.
So here I am! I am back, I am ready to be back in the weight loss game. I am going to spend the next few days re-reading my blog from the beginning when I was all motivated...because I am not motivated any more...
So bear with me.
Glad to be back!
I went to Mexico and got sick...within hours of arrival. I mean I was MISERABLE. It lasted about 15 very long hours and I became very acquainted with the bathroom. I lost a few pounds that first day in Mexico. After seeing the doctor, and having a bad experience with him...I was healed and didn't feel sick pretty quick after that. Enjoyed the rest of the trip!!! It was awesome. Sally was the most beautiful bride, the wedding was at an amazing venue that was so unique and beautiful. We all had a great time!
Celebrated my birthday down in Mexico too. I do have to say it was my favorite birthday of all times. Erin Johnson, who was also my roommate, Sally and I made the night awesome and super fun. However I do have to say that Erin had me laughing harder than anyone in my lifetime. It was just plain fun!
I enjoyed the sunshine, the relaxing and the mojito at the poolside bar!
Once I returned I got home at 1am, and my amazing husband left for a conference in Florida at 5am. So we were two ships passing in the night. :o(
So the kids and I had fun together and missed daddy. He got home we had a couple of days together and then I started my training with the census again. It has been a crazy week. Two of those days I went right from training to my evening job working nearly 15 hours in one day. I have been pretty tired the last two nights.
Yesterday I had lunch and spent a few laughs with my buddy from High School and WAZZU (Washington State University) I hadn't seen him 10 years or so. It was fun to catch up, laugh and be reminded of the good ol times.
All this to say...I have not been fervent in my dieting and exercising. I will go a day or so and then fall off again. I have not gained any weight since losing the 20 pounds...however I haven't lost any more either.
So here I am! I am back, I am ready to be back in the weight loss game. I am going to spend the next few days re-reading my blog from the beginning when I was all motivated...because I am not motivated any more...
So bear with me.
Glad to be back!
Monday, April 12, 2010
Day 106: Back in the game
Wow, I am not only not blogging, I have been not following my own words.
It has been frustrating. 107 days ago and beyond I always found myself "cheating" and telling myself I'll do better tomorrow...Over the past month I have been doing the same. Why? I don't know. I think I realized I can't imagine myself skinny again, so in order to protect myself from trail and failure, I let myself cheat. Yuck! What fun is that. So after realizing that, I saw like 3 girls in skinny jeans and said OH, I can not wait to be in those! :o) So I am back. I also suffered with some stressful job processes that ended with no avail. So, with the stress gone, and the realization that I will be great in skinny jeans I am back.
Over the past month I had hovered between 16 - 18 pounds lost. Today when I got on the scale I was back to the exciting 20 pounds lost! It feels good and hear to stay. I am two pounds away from the 180s. I am excited about that because then 175 isn't far behind! :O) That seems like a big milestone to me! :o)
So, off I am to get back on the saddle. I am also in full force Breast Cancer 3-day training. I am still in need of many dollars to raise so if you feel inclined to give please click here. Anything you can do...will help! So now I am up to walking about 25 miles a week and have only 19 weeks left! :o) It is such an awesome time! Let me know if you want to join my team!
So I am off to Mexico until Monday when I will do my next weigh in and my next blog post. After I return I vow to do my blog more, even daily. Thanks for reading!
Weight 192.6!
It has been frustrating. 107 days ago and beyond I always found myself "cheating" and telling myself I'll do better tomorrow...Over the past month I have been doing the same. Why? I don't know. I think I realized I can't imagine myself skinny again, so in order to protect myself from trail and failure, I let myself cheat. Yuck! What fun is that. So after realizing that, I saw like 3 girls in skinny jeans and said OH, I can not wait to be in those! :o) So I am back. I also suffered with some stressful job processes that ended with no avail. So, with the stress gone, and the realization that I will be great in skinny jeans I am back.
Over the past month I had hovered between 16 - 18 pounds lost. Today when I got on the scale I was back to the exciting 20 pounds lost! It feels good and hear to stay. I am two pounds away from the 180s. I am excited about that because then 175 isn't far behind! :O) That seems like a big milestone to me! :o)
So, off I am to get back on the saddle. I am also in full force Breast Cancer 3-day training. I am still in need of many dollars to raise so if you feel inclined to give please click here. Anything you can do...will help! So now I am up to walking about 25 miles a week and have only 19 weeks left! :o) It is such an awesome time! Let me know if you want to join my team!
So I am off to Mexico until Monday when I will do my next weigh in and my next blog post. After I return I vow to do my blog more, even daily. Thanks for reading!
Weight 192.6!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
DAY ONE HUNDRED!
Wow, I have been doing this for one hundred days already! CRAZY!
Well, I have adapted and changed in these past 100 days, I am not perfect at my new eating style, but I am much better than I was 100 days ago! So I will continue and move forward!
I was reading up on Fad Diets and wondering if you have had any great experience with any of them? I know they are short term, but I go to Mexico in 8 days and would LOVE to drop a few more pounds before then. Any suggestions?
I have applied for a job and am in the interview phase of the process, it is very stressful and I will so glad when the process comes to an end. Although, I would like the job, it isn't the end of the world if I don't get it. Right now I am right in the middle of the process, I have made it through 2 phone interviews and now I wait to see if I get called in for the in-person interview, then if I make it through that, I go on to a final interview. I am excited, but the nerves are wreaking havoc on my diet...I have put on a pound...
Weight: 194
Well, I have adapted and changed in these past 100 days, I am not perfect at my new eating style, but I am much better than I was 100 days ago! So I will continue and move forward!
I was reading up on Fad Diets and wondering if you have had any great experience with any of them? I know they are short term, but I go to Mexico in 8 days and would LOVE to drop a few more pounds before then. Any suggestions?
I have applied for a job and am in the interview phase of the process, it is very stressful and I will so glad when the process comes to an end. Although, I would like the job, it isn't the end of the world if I don't get it. Right now I am right in the middle of the process, I have made it through 2 phone interviews and now I wait to see if I get called in for the in-person interview, then if I make it through that, I go on to a final interview. I am excited, but the nerves are wreaking havoc on my diet...I have put on a pound...
Weight: 194
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Day 98: Bad bloggy bloggerson!
People who want something to read, and there is nothing posted...I apologize.
I have slipped from the wagon this past fortnight! I promise for more regularity. I am ready to see the scale moving in my favor again! Clearly my slacking does no good for my weight loss!
Today in church as I was rejoicing that my Savior has risen, in deed! I realized how much talk I have given lately in the past two weeks. Even to myself. I am tired of it. I want more change and I want it fast, but I clearly am not doing the work to get me there...so I am here professing my dieting sins to you all!
I will awake early, and get in a work out. Then I will do "mom" all day, and get more calories burned, I will not cheat. I will NOT hide food and sneak it. YUK.
Jesus has forgiven me, I must move forward. Today isn't my day of atonement, my days as they come are, however, today woke me up. AGAIN. So destination: skinny folks. I am back and with a vengeance!!!
Fat, be gone!
I have slipped from the wagon this past fortnight! I promise for more regularity. I am ready to see the scale moving in my favor again! Clearly my slacking does no good for my weight loss!
Today in church as I was rejoicing that my Savior has risen, in deed! I realized how much talk I have given lately in the past two weeks. Even to myself. I am tired of it. I want more change and I want it fast, but I clearly am not doing the work to get me there...so I am here professing my dieting sins to you all!
I will awake early, and get in a work out. Then I will do "mom" all day, and get more calories burned, I will not cheat. I will NOT hide food and sneak it. YUK.
Jesus has forgiven me, I must move forward. Today isn't my day of atonement, my days as they come are, however, today woke me up. AGAIN. So destination: skinny folks. I am back and with a vengeance!!!
Fat, be gone!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Day 94
Sunny warm weather is so much fun!
I have gone jogging the past few days and although I am not running far, I am enjoying the challenge of getting back to it! I have a long way to go. It is hard work, but it will pay off.
Now I just need to get my butt out of bed early and get my workout done early.
Not too much to report these days! I am staying super busy! I have a new PT job with the Census and I have a job interview today! So, I am excited about that!
I have gone jogging the past few days and although I am not running far, I am enjoying the challenge of getting back to it! I have a long way to go. It is hard work, but it will pay off.
Now I just need to get my butt out of bed early and get my workout done early.
Not too much to report these days! I am staying super busy! I have a new PT job with the Census and I have a job interview today! So, I am excited about that!
Monday, March 29, 2010
Day 92: A little motivation!
Back in the day, I was a runner, I did mainly 5 & 10k runs. I loved it. I was in the Army and we had to run 2 miles for our Physical Training (PT) test 2 times a year, so 5k and 10k runs were the best for the Army's PT program. I really enjoyed running them. I enjoyed the fresh air, the challenge and feeling of being in shape. To be honest with you, I thought I'd always be a runner. I also NEVER thought I'd be "not skinny". (Sally has forbid me from calling myself a "fat girl" any more, so I will just have to be creative. In fact if I say anything to the sort, she gets mad, like really mad. So I will respect my Sally as she respects me!) :o)
Anyway...I have Mexico in 17 days, and I saw this picture this morning on facebook, a friend (and fellow runner, however he is still running!) posted this picture of me at the end of a 13k race in Germany. That is me in the middle. It was a run to the top of a small mountain at the end of the mountain in Darmstadt was Frankenstein Castle. It was awesome and intense! I loved it and what I loved even more, was seeing this picture this morning! :o) I love my little body, and can't wait to get it back! So after this post I am going to double up on my sports bras (hee hee hee) and don my running shoes and just see how I do. I'll report back tomorrow with the painful story of my first run in a LOOONG time. This awesome sunshine...I gotta be outside. I have 17 days to get a little more fit before I am in Mexico with the beautiful and fabulous Sally! So, off I go to better myself!
Note: this is me at my goal weight, in the picture. So do-able, so tangible, so MY future! Can't wait!
Weight 194.6 (NO CHANGE since last week! Boo, HOO!)
Anyway...I have Mexico in 17 days, and I saw this picture this morning on facebook, a friend (and fellow runner, however he is still running!) posted this picture of me at the end of a 13k race in Germany. That is me in the middle. It was a run to the top of a small mountain at the end of the mountain in Darmstadt was Frankenstein Castle. It was awesome and intense! I loved it and what I loved even more, was seeing this picture this morning! :o) I love my little body, and can't wait to get it back! So after this post I am going to double up on my sports bras (hee hee hee) and don my running shoes and just see how I do. I'll report back tomorrow with the painful story of my first run in a LOOONG time. This awesome sunshine...I gotta be outside. I have 17 days to get a little more fit before I am in Mexico with the beautiful and fabulous Sally! So, off I go to better myself!
Note: this is me at my goal weight, in the picture. So do-able, so tangible, so MY future! Can't wait!
Weight 194.6 (NO CHANGE since last week! Boo, HOO!)
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Day 90: 3 months in!
Regarding the Ultimate Body Applicator by It Works. Well, I do have to say... it works! My measurements were 1/4 of an inch smaller after using the wrap. My stretch marks seemed to be less saggy, and although I couldn't notice the 1/4 of an inch difference I did measure myself several times for accuracy, it was there! So it is worth a try. I wish I had 6 more of them to do a real test. Maybe when I come into some more money I will do this!
Well, 3 months into it and I am actually sad to say that my weight loss is not where I had imagined it would be. I actually thought I'd be 30 pounds down by now. While that is discouraging, I do have to say that I have slacked on this project lately. I have lots of reasons why, but when the reality of the excuses sets in, there will always be something, and I can't let the excuses rule my weight. I need to be in control and regardless of what is going on, I need to still put my weight loss and future weight management as a priority.
It is so much work to lose the weight and it is SOOO easy to put it back on. Like I said at the beginning, nothing tastes as good as skinny feels!
Well, 3 months into it and I am actually sad to say that my weight loss is not where I had imagined it would be. I actually thought I'd be 30 pounds down by now. While that is discouraging, I do have to say that I have slacked on this project lately. I have lots of reasons why, but when the reality of the excuses sets in, there will always be something, and I can't let the excuses rule my weight. I need to be in control and regardless of what is going on, I need to still put my weight loss and future weight management as a priority.
It is so much work to lose the weight and it is SOOO easy to put it back on. Like I said at the beginning, nothing tastes as good as skinny feels!
Friday, March 26, 2010
And the award goes too....
Me!?! Seriously, out of all of the bloggers she knows, I am a winner! Thanks!
Cheryl at Losing my Behind is a fellow weight loss blogger. You can read her blog here. I highly recommend it. Not only is she a fabulous writer, she also is a funny lady and she is real. So, bookmark or follow her!
I am now a winner of the Beautiful Blogger and One Lovely Blog awards!
And, I'll be passing these two awards on to 15 other deserving bloggers as well as REVEALING some stuff I bet you never knew about me....ooohh, the suspense of it all! Here's how it all works:
For the "One Lovely Blog Award":
* Thank and link to the person that gave you the award.
* Pass this award on to 15 fantastic bloggers you’ve recently discovered.
* Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won
For the "Beautiful Blogger" award:
* Thank and link to the person that gave you the award.
* Pass this award on to 15 fantastic bloggers you’ve recently discovered.
* Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won.
* State 7 things about yourself.
Here are the 5 bloggers I am passing these awards on to. Check them out when you have a chance! I choose 5 instead of 15. :o)
And, here's the seven things about me
Cheryl at Losing my Behind is a fellow weight loss blogger. You can read her blog here. I highly recommend it. Not only is she a fabulous writer, she also is a funny lady and she is real. So, bookmark or follow her!
I am now a winner of the Beautiful Blogger and One Lovely Blog awards!
And, I'll be passing these two awards on to 15 other deserving bloggers as well as REVEALING some stuff I bet you never knew about me....ooohh, the suspense of it all! Here's how it all works:
For the "One Lovely Blog Award":
* Thank and link to the person that gave you the award.
* Pass this award on to 15 fantastic bloggers you’ve recently discovered.
* Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won
For the "Beautiful Blogger" award:
* Thank and link to the person that gave you the award.
* Pass this award on to 15 fantastic bloggers you’ve recently discovered.
* Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won.
* State 7 things about yourself.
Here are the 5 bloggers I am passing these awards on to. Check them out when you have a chance! I choose 5 instead of 15. :o)
And, here's the seven things about me
- I have two amazing kids and one amazing husband.
- I have a connection (6 degrees of separation) to people in Hollywood, Indy Car Racing, Grammy winners, Emmy winners, Sports Icons, Fashionistas, Presidents of countries...
- I lived in Europe for 5 years.
- I hate winter but love Minnesota summers.
- All of my siblings and sibling - in - laws are married/or have kids.
- I love Seattle!
- I am going to give my husband the skinny lady he married for our next anniversary!
Day 89: Getting Caught up!
I am sorry for my hiatus! It was unintentional! I had a either a terrible cold or allergies, and it knocked me right on my bum. That coupled with Census training in the day and working sales at night, I was burning the candle at both ends...giving me no time blog among other things. So here I am today, playing catch up.
Last week or earlier this week I mentioned a product I was going to try out and blog about. I did use one of the products on my face. While I didn't see my face get slimmer, I did however see a beautiful difference on my face. It gave my skin on my face and chin a great tone, a fresh color that was awesome to see. Also, when I put it on, my skin was flaky and peeling really bad. When I woke up the next day, my face was fresh and new, no dead peeling skin. :o)
As I type I am wearing the Body Slimming Applicator from It Works. I was given this product to try and then tell you all about it. I am excited to see the results. I took my measurements, and marked on my body just wear I measured to be accurate. I am going to wear it for a few hours and then post my results tomorrow. It right now feels cool and tingling. The product benefits are: firms, tightens, and tones problem areas of your choice. Minimizes the appearance of cellulite and skin slackening. Restores youthful-looking body contours. Leaves skin supple, soft and satin smooth. I am hoping all of the above are true! :o) The product can be used every 72 hours until desired results are achieved.
I do hope you are all enjoying the weather and being outside as much as the kiddos and I are!
Looking forward to blogging more about it tomorrow!
Last week or earlier this week I mentioned a product I was going to try out and blog about. I did use one of the products on my face. While I didn't see my face get slimmer, I did however see a beautiful difference on my face. It gave my skin on my face and chin a great tone, a fresh color that was awesome to see. Also, when I put it on, my skin was flaky and peeling really bad. When I woke up the next day, my face was fresh and new, no dead peeling skin. :o)
As I type I am wearing the Body Slimming Applicator from It Works. I was given this product to try and then tell you all about it. I am excited to see the results. I took my measurements, and marked on my body just wear I measured to be accurate. I am going to wear it for a few hours and then post my results tomorrow. It right now feels cool and tingling. The product benefits are: firms, tightens, and tones problem areas of your choice. Minimizes the appearance of cellulite and skin slackening. Restores youthful-looking body contours. Leaves skin supple, soft and satin smooth. I am hoping all of the above are true! :o) The product can be used every 72 hours until desired results are achieved.
I do hope you are all enjoying the weather and being outside as much as the kiddos and I are!
Looking forward to blogging more about it tomorrow!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Jay Robb Shake GiveAway
Go to this blog to enter the giveaway!
This is from the blog 'Me and Jorge'.
Shakes are a great snack or meal replacement on the Belly Fat Cure. Can't find Clemmy's Ice Cream, whip up a shake with extra ice and you are set! They are yummy, filling, and good for you. That is one reason this week is Shake Week here at Me & Jorge!
I love a good giveaway, its a great way to try a product you might not otherwise. I hope you all have been enjoying the giveaways! Jorge Cruise has given Jay Robb Whey Protein Shakes his Belly Fat Cure Seal of Approval primarily because it is made with Stevia and has a great S/C Value (Hello, 0/0). This week they have provided me with a really fun giveaway for my readers.
This is from the blog 'Me and Jorge'.
Shakes are a great snack or meal replacement on the Belly Fat Cure. Can't find Clemmy's Ice Cream, whip up a shake with extra ice and you are set! They are yummy, filling, and good for you. That is one reason this week is Shake Week here at Me & Jorge!
I love a good giveaway, its a great way to try a product you might not otherwise. I hope you all have been enjoying the giveaways! Jorge Cruise has given Jay Robb Whey Protein Shakes his Belly Fat Cure Seal of Approval primarily because it is made with Stevia and has a great S/C Value (Hello, 0/0). This week they have provided me with a really fun giveaway for my readers.
The giveaway includes:
- 2 packets each of: Tropical Dreamsicle, Pinacolda, Strawberry, Chocolate, Vanilla Whey Protein shakes.
- 1 packet each of Vanilla, Strawberry, Chocolate Egg Protein shakes
- 1 packet each of Vanilla, Strawberry, Chocolate Brown Rice Protein shakes.
- 3 Jay Robb Protein Bars (not really BFC friendly)
- Shaker Bottle
- Large reusable shoulder shopping bag
- Bedazzled black tank top with Jay Robb printed on it!
Day 85: New Product Trial...2 pound gain...and allergies, Oh My!
It has been a busy weekend and I don't see much of an end coming too soon! I am ok with it, I like to be busy, however these ALLERGIES are kickin' me butt all over the place.
I was at the Semple Mansion Wedding Event this weekend and met some great people. I got info on two weight loss products I want to share with you! I am first going to talk about "It Works, Ultimate Body Applicator" I met Lin and her business partner Jenny and I told them about the blog and all my many followers! So they let me try their Ultimate Body Applicator. I am going to try it out tonight! I took my measurements. I did use it on my face on Saturday night, and although I didn't see weight loss in my face, I do have to say, that it made my skin feel FABULOUS. I had super dry skin, so bad it was peely and gross. Now, not at all. So, I loved it! Although Gary called me Hanibal Lector when I had on the mask, it did positively affect my skin! I am going to be posting tomorrow about my body wrap, I will be placing it on my belly. Hoping to see some fun changes! If it works, I just may have to use it again.
Last week I posted that I hit the 20 lb weight loss mark. Since then, I have added two pounds so I am only at the 18 pound mark. Not sure why, but it does happen during the month about the same time, so I am not discouraged...I am still eating well and did a great 5 mile walk yesterday. So I know I am on track. However, my hormones and life happen, so my weight can fluctuate even during a weight loss program...
Allergies...These are HORRIBLE! I feel sorry for all of you who have had allergies your whole life. I haven't, and I hate them. I am all stuffy, itchy eyes, and feeling run down. Yuck. I will not slow down because of it, because weight loss still needs to take place even when it is hard, and I am not feeling great. If I stopped every time something came up like that, then I'd NEVER lose weight. So I stay on track and hope for the best. I am going to Mexico in 3 weeks and 2 days and I have hope that there are plenty of pounds to loose before then.
Check back tomorrow to see how the wrap results come out! :o)
Weight: 194.4
I was at the Semple Mansion Wedding Event this weekend and met some great people. I got info on two weight loss products I want to share with you! I am first going to talk about "It Works, Ultimate Body Applicator" I met Lin and her business partner Jenny and I told them about the blog and all my many followers! So they let me try their Ultimate Body Applicator. I am going to try it out tonight! I took my measurements. I did use it on my face on Saturday night, and although I didn't see weight loss in my face, I do have to say, that it made my skin feel FABULOUS. I had super dry skin, so bad it was peely and gross. Now, not at all. So, I loved it! Although Gary called me Hanibal Lector when I had on the mask, it did positively affect my skin! I am going to be posting tomorrow about my body wrap, I will be placing it on my belly. Hoping to see some fun changes! If it works, I just may have to use it again.
Last week I posted that I hit the 20 lb weight loss mark. Since then, I have added two pounds so I am only at the 18 pound mark. Not sure why, but it does happen during the month about the same time, so I am not discouraged...I am still eating well and did a great 5 mile walk yesterday. So I know I am on track. However, my hormones and life happen, so my weight can fluctuate even during a weight loss program...
Allergies...These are HORRIBLE! I feel sorry for all of you who have had allergies your whole life. I haven't, and I hate them. I am all stuffy, itchy eyes, and feeling run down. Yuck. I will not slow down because of it, because weight loss still needs to take place even when it is hard, and I am not feeling great. If I stopped every time something came up like that, then I'd NEVER lose weight. So I stay on track and hope for the best. I am going to Mexico in 3 weeks and 2 days and I have hope that there are plenty of pounds to loose before then.
Check back tomorrow to see how the wrap results come out! :o)
Weight: 194.4
Friday, March 19, 2010
Day 82: Eating out, getting full and staying happy!
As I was talking to my bosom buddy Kathleen today a great topic came up so I thought I'd blog about it today!
I went to lunch for my super fun friend, Heather's birthday today. We went to Red Lobster (Fried Food ALERT!)
So I asked what I could get that was low in fat and NOT DEEP FRIED! Our awesome waiter gave me great suggestions, and I ordered well, shrimp and scallops (boiled) with scampi sauce on the side. I got steamed broccoli and asparagus as my side. I stayed away from the cheddar bay biscuits as well as the dessert. I drank water. It felt good to eat out and be healthy! I dipped about 1/2 a teaspoon worth of scampi sauce, so I got little flavor and not much calories.
As I was chatting with Kathleen I talked about how I drink a giant glass of water with metamucil powder
in it before I leave for lunch. That way I am not so hungry that I make poor choices. Kathleen mentioned (sorry girl!) that fiber can make her a bit gassy. I then mentioned how GREAT the Houston Enzyme
s Tri-Enza works. I nearly never toot, fart, or cut the cheese when I take 2 enzyme pills prior to eating. So, I take my enzymes, then before my biggest meal, I take the Metamucil, then I eat. That way I feel full even if my meal is a great salad! Also, fiber helps clean me out, which promotes weight loss. The enzymes aid in digestion, decreasing inflammation and help with bloating!
Try it!
Have a great Friday!
I went to lunch for my super fun friend, Heather's birthday today. We went to Red Lobster (Fried Food ALERT!)
So I asked what I could get that was low in fat and NOT DEEP FRIED! Our awesome waiter gave me great suggestions, and I ordered well, shrimp and scallops (boiled) with scampi sauce on the side. I got steamed broccoli and asparagus as my side. I stayed away from the cheddar bay biscuits as well as the dessert. I drank water. It felt good to eat out and be healthy! I dipped about 1/2 a teaspoon worth of scampi sauce, so I got little flavor and not much calories.
As I was chatting with Kathleen I talked about how I drink a giant glass of water with metamucil powder
Try it!
Have a great Friday!
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